Saturday, January 8, 2011
♪ next time u think about using a proper umbrella during a thunderstorm,
think again.
because, yes... you'd really rather use a $2.50 non-waterproof umbrella and get absolutely drenched. THAN managing to break jie's umbrella... because the storm is so big, u get drenched anyway
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srsly jie, im sorry i broke ur awesome cute-as jpn doll umbrella ok. i'll just get you a new one. you'll never know the difference. i'll even get it in a different colour if u like.
just fucking grow up. no need to be bitter for life okay.
wtf yeah. cos im sorry. no matter what i do, i still get treated like shit as compared to celia. yeah great. thanks. just cause she IS ur blood sister. who am i to you anyway? cousins? - yeah... wtf is that???
all i ever do is annoy u and follow u like a lost puppy
screw u la. i sincerely try to help around the house. & i also have a x98754321 much better attitude than any of you siblings ok.
what? yeaah. im sorry i actually HAVE FRIENDS and go out everyday. dont judge me. >:
what? so u rather i stay at home all day.? oh sorry, u wont like me having friends over any way. make up ur mind.
its not my fault ure mum passed away when she did.
so what? it's my fault when everyone else runs to give yous all the attn just to make sure u dont feel unloved, so i get to sit in a corner and endure all the nothingness because... WHOA APPARENTLY I HAVE BOTH PARENTS AND THAT'S WHAT ACTUALLY MATTERS MOST IN LIFE?
or when you get to hit and scold me all the time because apprntly when ur mum dies, u get a get-out-of-jail-free card to torture your youngest & only cousin?
freaking hell. so what?
who said because both my parents are still alive that we lead the perfect life of a perfect nuclear family?
who said because im an only child i get to reap all benefits of the attention and never had to spare a thought and sacrifice for YOURRR feelings!?
who said porpor loved me more? OH WELL MAYBE because im the youngest and i actually SPENT more time with her and loved her and actually loved her MORE than any of u.
who said that because i moved to nz i.... had .. the...... better life??
screw la.
just freaking GROW UP.
just get over life.
just... freaking... BE a better person. all of u.
fuck. why do i even bother with having to care about u guys at all.
after all, it's been what? 7 years since i moved to nz. and tell me... apart from the first year there, WHEN... have yous EVER. missed me. asked me how i was. or even.. just cared. enough.
mofos.
im sorry im intruding in ur life. i'll try not to let it happen too often.
yeah, me neither
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