Monday, February 7, 2011

♪ it's okay, i said

it's over.

that's when i love you.

which really... was just the idea of you and about you
and the sensitive and emotional side that i thought i was the center of

because when you promised the moon, i knew... you couldn't have even shown me the damn stars during the night

& then some more...

i keep telling myself... because it's true.
so then, why.. do i keep telling myself?

but really, it's okay. it's over.

we had our chance, love.
too bad we got away. it just wasn't time. and then... time ran out.
being the emotionless person u are. i am actually very touched that you showed me that sentimental side of you.
because i tried to stay strong, u stayed stronger.
i never meant to cut so deep. just enough to bleed. never meant for you to hate me, but just to let me go a little. call me naive, but i thought u were waiting & we'd jst do it all over again
there were just too many songs, dreams and sweet words 2 awkward ppl were trying t express t each other.
thank u for ur effort. u made me miss summer in sgp a whole lot more. i forgot to remind myself that i shldn't blame you. i totally set myself up for heartbreak


my perfect stranger. whether or not i'm glad it was you. i guess, yeah.. i'd have done the same thing again at that same time. im sorry the timing didn't work out
so now, u may go ahead... and treat me like whatever although u've alrdy spoilt me once.

so i guess, we'll now end up being good friends who are less than friends.
the exact thing i was trying to avoid by hurting u.

too bad, we can't take the songs back. and the stains, across my heart.
just wish you knew.. it's not that i didn't love you. i loved you too much to want you too close.

--
thrs just too damn many songs.
im still working on forgetting... they were once words u sang.

for all the times that i've been broken. i just run right back for more.
you'd think tht i'd learn my lesson by now
you'd think tht i'd somehow figure out

yeah, me neither
11:15 PM

wild hearts

G.
To me, she will always be twenty-one
and I will always be twenty-three.

don't try to get in my head
you won't like the mess

you jump, i jump, jack

can't be


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