Friday, March 25, 2011
♪ i wanted words
but all i heard,
was nothing
--
unfair.
i don't do drugs, i go to school. i try t get good grades. i don't swear. I'm not crude. i make nice friends. i dont backstab. I understand. i dont bully. im not slutty. I'm not materialistic. I don't splurge on just whatever. I get a part time job... i appreciate people in my life. blah blah.
so thanks so much.
gossip girl; their lives are a huge drama with every possible twist and turn you can think of, everybody is a bitch. every friend can turn around to stab you in the back,... & it's still easier.
thanks sooo much. my heart pains.
on whtsapp -
"maybe you need to change"
so i need to change what i just said into positives?
"ya. like fail, be stupid. do drugs. make shit friends"
hahaha i wish. but cant bring myself to.
"to be stupid?
yah. to be thrashy
"yah some ppl take being stupid so lightly. wish i was... it's so difficult. and cold..."
yeah. we'll be better
"i wouldn't say better. stick with different"
i wanna be pure and bright. for better
":) for better."
for better.
ily but, you dont know me.
it's ok if you dont know how i think, how i feel, what i mean when i do say...
but man, at least... know me.
it's ok if you dont know me. but at least... know me.
ok?
because if you don't. i really can't help you.
the very first time, yeah maybe it could have been my fault
the second time, it's yours
[freaking third time, & il fucking stab you] <-- hahaha. inspired by some other source. -- clubs day today was only fun when i left everything to go be a nuisance at cmsa's stand. hahaha eng eu, hafick, zee, azari and loftee (?) were really funny. hahaha. then of course there were our people, - lala, steph, jon, colette... etc. super fun times. it's always good being around your own people. kinda... hahah cos the crew were malaysian. but it's just soooo easy to say things and it's just sooo hilarious. (:
yesterday
b: *taps shoulder* hey gracie! that guy... reminds me of ____.
me: wth..?? [amused and tries to stalk th guy. but then too busy to care]
today
HMM..... ;D
me: eh eh. b said he looks like ___. LOL
jon: ..... oh actually. he does. kinda. except the hair.. nicer. and his face.. better looking
(lol ok, i cant rmb if i actually mentioned the look-a-like first)
me: yeah. and taller. and darker!
jon: O_o;; thts cause he's malay....
LOL
then anyways
ferr: he actually kinda looks like ___.
me: LOL OMG.
HAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAH. no way.
ok maybe like 2%? L.O.L
totally worked my arse off from 11 - 2 or 3pm. was totally going hard out and talking crazy to all these strangers.
was convincing victor to join. finally did. then somehow managed t convince his friend ... this kiwi girl. LOLOLOL. then after she picked up the pen, paid, started filling out her details
me: *turns to lena* omg.. im like the new mervyn man
lena: YEAHH!!! omg. i was gonna saaay!!
me: LOL omg! hahahahaaaaa! insane.
--
me: what ? don't you party? ... skye.. doesnt he party?
skye: yeah he parties.
me: there u go! join a-squared man.
jono: ohhh of course i party man. i.. paaarty!
me: oh naaaah. nah man. no you don't party.. if ure not partying with a-squared (;
jono: hmm..
me: hah. okay man. whatevr. ur loss... *moves on..
was convincing victor to join. finally did. then somehow managed t convince his friend ... this kiwi girl. LOLOLOL. then after she picked up the pen, paid, started filling out her details
me: *turns to lena* omg.. im like the new mervyn man
lena: YEAHH!!! omg. i was gonna saaay!!
me: LOL omg! hahahahaaaaa! insane.
--
me: what ? don't you party? ... skye.. doesnt he party?
skye: yeah he parties.
me: there u go! join a-squared man.
jono: ohhh of course i party man. i.. paaarty!
me: oh naaaah. nah man. no you don't party.. if ure not partying with a-squared (;
jono: hmm..
me: hah. okay man. whatevr. ur loss... *moves on..
yeah, me neither
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