♪

all you've ever done, is take take take take take.
that red transformers jacket, i want it back.
the awesome air box stereo speakers, yeah. that too.
oh. and ur nickname 'mattyii'. u have no right to use it anymore. yeah. even that's mine. and IF. say IF you've ever in ur life asked her (or anyone else for that fact) to call u by that name.... omg. i'd be damned.

[fine. maybe in ur defence... hmmm. let's see. u want ur HAIR CLIPS back. SURE! ... oh, what's that? u rather me feed it to the garbage? yeaaah thought so. haircips are a real thoughtless bday present, huh? ...
u want ur picoult book back. SURE. but it's off circulating somewhere WHICH BY THE WAY I WAS DAMN PISSED AT MER FOR LENDING IT OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE. wasted effort huh.]

because yes. love is capitalism. u love, u put in effort, u expect others to do the same.
all i've ever asked is for you to be an awesome big brother. no strings attached. to remain there... be there; when the rest of the world doesn't understand.

so yeah. FYI. just wanted u to know. that this will remain with me forever. thank u VERY MUCH.
but with time, it will hurt less and less. and one day, it will only hurt a bit.
--

and damn u mertan. turns out, the snow was temporary too. i'm angry again.
u have NO RIGHT to demand my emails/quicker replies on msn whatever shit. when ure nt even the one who talks to be FIRST in the first place!!
damn u and ur busy life.

i can't wait for the day i am too busy with awesome life too.

& screw u. what right do u have to ask me to 'keep an eye out' for another full grown man (well, almost) SERIOUSLY!?
.... thanks. really.

yeah, me neither
12:23 AM

G.
To me, she will always be twenty-one
and I will always be twenty-three.

don't try to get in my head
you won't like the mess

you jump, i jump, jack



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