hello heart, don't thaw

Saturday, July 23, 2011

♪

man. my throat as been in extreme pain for the last 3 days. wth! :( roar. anyways. woke up in the morning and dragged bleeding throat out of bed cos i heard aunty anita outside. and i thought it might be one of the last times i'd see her before she left (turns out nah. shes staying til march).

but anyways, such a divine morning. aunty anita was being really encouraging as always. then she shared about how she met her husband - which was so interesting. match made in heaven. haha (but it's not always smooth sailing.. like on the downside, there's no longterm courtship. hahar) anyways. damn awesome
aunty anita is awesome. such a genuine heart. i can see the difference between her and her sis - aunty angie. haha. and like the different ways they show affection to us kids. aunty anita is srsly damn warm. [lol. they're chit chatting in the kitchen while im typing this on the living rm table]

'cause she was talking about stuff, it led to riverlife - our past church in sgp. and talked about ps Tang ? which i've heard a lot about. and recalled how the whole church was praying for a 5th attempt and premature baby - me. hahaa. was it Ps Tang who gave me my name? well anyway, i hardly know Ps Tang or any of the church members personally. we left for peacemaker when i was still pretty young.

-some random time at whitesands when i was 13 or smthg
lady: hey... are u... is it grace? is ur mum's.. penny?
me: ... uuh. yeahh.
lady: HI! wow... you're her daughter. i was ur mother's nurse. when she was expecting you. i took care of her and prayed the whole time
aahaha. come to think of it. thts pretty amazingly cool. although at the time i was too young to be awed by random things. haha.
AWWWH mummy, must have been hard.
[wait. or maybe i got this mmry wrong. maybe i wasn't alone. she was staring at me, but then saw mum ltr and then confirmed our relationship. LOL I DNO. ?] but shhoo cool. the world can be so warming sometimes.

ANYWAYS. so later aunty anita starts casually prophesying over my life. lol
ok. build up.. this is just funny:
we started talking about how kids address their parents. then mum started sharing on my first few speech years.
mum: yeah. she pronounced "dad" really well. so we just left it. (instead of "pa")
mum: oh. and when she was 2. she already started scolding her dad one day. we caught it on tape. cos we were at the zoo... and she couldnt find her father. so she started yelling and scolding all these random words. and 'cause she's so short, she cldnt see her dad standing thr filming.

LOL! anyways.
mum: and the first time we started teaching her about God,... then after that we went to the grandparent's and her granddad was praying at the altars everywhere with joysticks. when we got home, she started crying and crying. walking up and done the house *does stupid actions* and then she went to get the bible. and was still crying flipping through it
me: LOL what. i do not rmb that. (WOW. i didnt know i was so 'holy'? AAHAHA)

mum: yeah. u cry all the time. thr was once u kept refusing ur milk and crying. and we found out that it's because i've been reading little red ridding hood... to the part where she says byebye to her mother. -____-" *complains abt my crying at every stupid thing*
me: LOL!!!!!!!! ok. i don't cry anymore.
mum: and u cry in american tale all the time. and the dinosaur show.
me: OH. land before time! no, tht's just damn sad. me yq and dian tried t watch it back in primary. we got so depressed we had to change movies. LOL..

so anyways, aunty anita started prophesying about compassion. and asked if i was good with kids. heeeh. debatable.
& asked me about law...etc.
so yeah. interesting morning. kinda encouraging i guess.

awh. can't wait to meet the world.

but the point is. aunty anita is awesome. marrying someone whom she at the start wasnt attracted to... but 'cause it was the will of God... wasn't easy. and then she moved from sgp to malacca, whr the culture shock scared the heck out of her.
but she so awesome ah. makes me feel so loved. awwh. and she's not like naggy aunty or anything who says really troll things. or those trying to say smart things for the sake of preaching to you. she so gentleeee. (:
- the little things (:

---- lol
aunty anita: thanks for the scarf graceee!
me: huh?.. oh. no problem
mum: yeaah. and she gave u a voucher for make-up application, girl..
me: .... what??

LOL -___-" damnit. how t use? hahahaa.

yeah, me neither
12:11 PM