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because a breach of trust is irreparable

matt:
back then, we pick u up. il get jwin t get u, or mer.. we'd all hang out. what if no one suggested u come along. i figure if at least 4 of us were ever out tgr, everyone might as well come along.
other days, i'd drag u out the hse myself so u'd come for lunch w me and adrian.

back when no one gave a crap abt ur bday. i raged and made sure everyone had smthg cool on their bday; so same shld you. we made all the effort to run ard the mall looking for the best present. t make sure u wldnt have a quiet 21st. owing to ur fake act-loner personality and all. when in fact we know ure jst emo.


and confession: any previous angry rants by me, u can bet that yeah, actually... it IS the same old thing im raging about. hah. pathetic. yeah i know.

do not ever try t come up with a defence based on MY bitchness from february onwards. because it is intentional. due to everything i've alrdy ranted at u about. whether or not u fully understood the situation or truly felt sorry about. is another thing.

this is not an argument.
talk to ev. talk to anyone. do not bother me with ur rage and self made up excuses ever again.
i am just angry. it's ok. like ev said "dont be angry. u knw it doesnt affect him". yupp. i guess she's right. sry i ddnt know better.

but we're not.. friends, friends... maybe in the distant future. one day when u're not happy anymore. and ur life hits rock bottom. and then being me, i know my grudges won't matter anymore if that's what my friend needs.
but right now, when u're happy and when u have "so many people taking care of u" --> haha. sounds familiar? or sounds incredibly stupid now? - we are not like before.

--
WOW. ok. now that was incredibly dramatic. and one of the most direct post ever.
if that didn't make sense, sorry i cnt be bothered t proof read, waste an hr, and risk wasting an hr of my life on this t get more angry.
but yeah, if it doesnt make sense, THINK HARDER.
i pray to God that it will.

it's too stressful repeating myself all the time.

yeah, me neither
3:25 PM

G.
To me, she will always be twenty-one
and I will always be twenty-three.

don't try to get in my head
you won't like the mess

you jump, i jump, jack



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