Tuesday, August 23, 2011
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client: and you keep talking about a system of rules and regulations!? i'm in this for my life here. and you're supposed to be in this for my life too
defense attorney: well i'm not. Don't get me wrong, i will give you the best defense i know how. but i will not allow myself to be in this for you. i will play my part in a system that i have a enormous allegiance to, but i will never be in this for you.
EN: client's on trial for murder; he did pull the trigger on the victim but there were no evidence/eye witnesses. The only thing they had from him was his confession that he was coerced into giving. They tricked him into a confession by making him believe that he was dying.
hahaha. cute.
"i shld learn from you"
me: WHAT! NOOO don't say that. i dont even know what i'm doing half the time!!
nawh, being too nice. and ur a pro photographer.
but then, i got to thinking. shit man... don't we all need a bit of encouragement sometimes... all the time. for everyone else who says shit to bring others down... wtf man. go screw urself upside down.
tell me 3yrs ago that i'd know someone who constantly tears me down and whom i keep close to my heart.... PFFFFFFFT *spits while laughing*... ur joking, right?
ah hah, funny how life turns out.
so... u either go back to that person u were pretending to be when i loved you... OR... well, life's just unfair ain't it ;( i just gotta accept that.
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OH. and i've been reading DEAR JOHN.
hahahhaa. the dialogues and crap amuses me so much. mainly because S reminds me of me. & all the occurences, wow. astounded at how much it relates. no one will ever believe me.
and talking about it almost seems highschoolish. something i never liked. haha.
these memories are exclusive to us. we share same story yet varyingly different; these memories may have a physical, almost living presence. & as usual, these memories; are the haunted empty spaces that will always be most sentimental to me for a very long time... more than it means to the other characters.
i swear, when i read some awesome things that's been said, i almost went OOUUUHHHH!! one night in my room. totally amused. ^5, girlfriend. & she has some fascination w the army too. lawl
i like you, Savannah. even though i know how the story eventually ends up, it's entertaining... for now (;
& even though he might not know it, kelvin's been naming coach shaun in passing and it's making me miss sgp! i feel like going back now.
- coaches shaun, nigel and kiran,.. used to train k & d.
the first night kelv brought me t meet the coaches, coach nigel was high on coffee/beer. and was saying all these stupid things, asking my opinions and exposing stupid things about kelvin that i actually, already knew about.
- kiran turns to shaun super awed about how i was countering nigel's awkward questions.
-walking back to the car
k: hey, why didn't you tell them the truth? .. you know, before... when coach nigel asked..
me: he wasn't srs, it was fun. everyone was just being stupid anyway.
but really because, dont think we'd have wanted me to tell the truth anyway (;
SAVVVEE~ and again. can't stop; won't stop. haha.
and in the book, savannah did kinda the same thing and avoided a question too. LAWL man. makes me smile. this book gives me hope.
I WANNA BE FOREVER YOUNG
yeah, me neither
8:26 PM
