Monday, August 29, 2011
♪ In loving memory
facebook has been depressing the past few days.
Her name was Carmen.
She was dearly loved; and will be dearly missed by all.
You should be proud of yourself girl. Have you seen the amount of heartbreaking/heartwarming things that people have been writing about you? And it's not just because they have been digging deep their brains for nice things to say.
Your inner circle of closest friends must be about 20? that's like 10x more than most people.
You've done a lot with your life on earth. Respect.
God brought you home. And I'm sure you already know this but yeah - don't feel like time was robbed. You've lived well. Something every human should aspire to.
The legacy you've left behind, no one could ask for more. Hey, you even got a blogpost from a person you barely know (:
Your friends, are trying so hard to be strong. They love you. They miss you so so much.
Seems totally unfair doesn't it. I can only imagine.... to lose someone so young, so unexpectedly. May God embrace your friends and family with so much of His love in the coming years. I understand that apart from you, your parents have another son and who happens to be disabled - God bless your soul for always having so much compassion for others - you're enrolled in early childhood teaching? Friends comment that you are one of the nicest people they've ever met. I don't doubt that.
You commented on my album that my artwork in school inspired you? No way. Your life inspires me. The fact that you complimented someone you barely knew - and with awkward connections at that. Whoa, what does that say about your heart? (:
Everyone's been putting on a brave front, uploading pictures, notes and what not to commemorate the significance you've left in their lives. But I can only imagine the amount of tears and emptiness they must be feeling during this time. Heck, even your 2 past boyfriends have been crying and you can just sense their desperation in the ways they had begged you to please get well again. But good to see everyone's faith in God is holding them tgr. If it's one thing that would make things okay again.
In some ways, I feel that God had gifted you with the best last few years of your life. It just seems to me that nobody would be complaining "if only you knew, what you could have done better". God knew. It just really seems from the outside that He gave you all; and with that, you did awesome. - It's only my honest opinion. But if you've made me feel this way, doesn't that mean quite a bit too?
If my impressions are right, you had a quiet character. So it's not like you have been widespread-famous around town, you may not have been the most popular kid in school. But that doesn't matter at all. The most important thing in life is to love well; and be loved. Clearly something you have accomplished so successfully in this lifetime. Be proud; it was an amazing run.
But my heart breaks for your friends and family in this difficult time.
It must be no exaggeration if and when it states "Carmen. Great friend; daughter; sister; person."
yeah, me neither
8:13 PM
