HAHA. the a&p novelty... is wearing off OR thr just ain't as much adrenalin/people crowd.

riss: i wanted to see some hot farmer boys!! in the checkered flannel shirts. but NO.. everyone's wearing......... THAAAAT!! ... look like freaking prince william & harry! 

HAHAHHAAAAAAAAA. 

 

TRACTORS: haha rich old farmer men having fun driving their extremely slow mph tractors around... with police escort. lawl 

MUD: sooo cool. found this place. and it was an exhibit on forestry - from UC. was staring at mud for so long. thr were crabs and flat fishes. SO COOL. and there were ROCKS and plants.. then i went to the other side, it was BUGS right... and the lady came to talk to me. OMG. and she was rlly happy "are u interested in bugs?" blaah blah blah. talked heaps showed us heaps of bugs. i was like OMG COOL. then i asked what she did.. blah blah. is it under forestry - talked about uni. (so she must have rlly thought i was coming out of high sch wanting to do forestry - i even asked how many years and what sort of courses/topic heads u'd start off with) "so u like bugs? and how the rain forest works?" uh no. i'm more into the plants sorta thaang "oh.. u shld talk with blahbalh. we do eco blabhalbha too"

....

..

i started to sweat. LOL man. so scared she was gonna ask SPECIFICALLY what yr i was and maybe what i was doing at uni already. "blahbalh. oh. u can always mix it in now. do some papers ya know. like if ure doing arts already u can just mix with some.. blabhalh"

i was like HOLYSHIT. ure coming on too strong. i just wana talk about FORESTRY in general T-T 

it's one of those moments i get embarrassed about LAW. hahar. 

she never knew. 

yesterday, mum picked me up after show right. i walked to the exit/entrance

me: uum. excuse me. is this the curlett's carpark then? 

"yup. this wld be the one. wait. ure looking fr ur mum? is it the green car? i don't know where she's gone now"

me: ah. YES! .....

awkward. 

he pointed me in some general direction. damn far walk. saw another security & i thought might as well. nothing surprises me anymore

me: HI. did u see my mum? green car?

"aah. yes. just walk down here. somewhere at the end...."

me: thanks.

SIGH. 

mum. how do u do it. why does everyone always know u. 

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next paycheck: look out. i have decided (lol?). screw this. i'm going to perm my hair. 

i'm sorry 

i made you believe i didn't love you

& why are u so ever quick to believe everything i tease. coward