Tuesday, December 13, 2011
♪ i don't have enough middle fingers to express how i feel
like i want to do a donut on their lawn and stick my finger in the air AT the 6million cameras in our shop. also, i have to be wearing a ring that says ROCKSTAR. lol
OK. i seriously have to blog this to get it out my system.
ok. THIS TIME. it is my fault. i do feel rlly rlly bad. D;
siggggh shit. the others may do these kinda shit but i don't man. holy crap. the only problem teasme has with me is freaking cleaning and shit - which... EQUALS = no problem. i don't give a shit because i know my capabilities.
but anyways, really effing stupid of me regardless of whether kate suddenly changed my rooster.
so anyways, i felt bad as hell. then alex came in for his shift and we had a slight overlap cos it was HELL BUSY. plus, thr was this lady buying wholesale. wah lau.
and even though he was rlllly slow and rlly GAAH in the kitchen as to what to prioritise, i still told him my blunder and was like "omggg. shit i feel sooo bad". and he was trying to convince me it's okay. and it's not the worse thing. LOLOL. whatevr lor! i think it's the worst thing ever!
and we were chatting a bit after and he just talked and told me about more random shit that happened in teasme. HAHAHAHA. wow. srsly. it's such a small shop. but so much crap happens.
i rlly wonder, is it management that's so bad.... or are WE the workers effing shit too?? :(
i wasn't going to sign out for my shift today. then alex told me to at least make a tea
alex: make a tea for urself. i'll pay for it
me: NOOOOOO!!!
LOL. but actually, i don't think his intention was to pay anyway. he just wanted me to be guilt free (if anything happens). "no... u shld at least take tea. because you helped me a lot...."
wah kao. but it's not. it only seemed like it because of the way traffic flowed over... and cos i'm just faster anyway (in all humbleness. lol).
UGHHH BUT SRSLY. i want to shoot myself
"omg. i'm meant to be one of the older & better workers. i shldn't be giving them these shit to rage over. like i like, i'll get over it and move on if i know they're just being crazy... BUT THIS IS REALLY MY FAULT. OMG. "
LOL. alex kept telling me to not care abt it cos it's over alrdy. HAHAH but i was srsly too shocked at myself.
alex: oh yeh. and they were angry at u about this cleaning thing aye...... yeh.
i think they're crazy.
HAHAHA. but honestly, he did make me feel slightly better by telling me other screwups around the shop. SIGH.
everytime i fuck up at teasme, i always think about matt. :( sorry matt, i failed you.
yeah, me neither
3:23 PM
