Tuesday, January 24, 2012

♪ how do u forget me?

"hello? are u angry?"
me: YEAH. what is so hard for you to reply me!? u NEVER reply me. are u like some freaking busy businessman or something? what job do u do. what are your hours like? and then what do you do in the weekends?
"nothing. u can come"
me: NOTHING. then why do u not reply me? when i actually need you
"i'm really tired those days"
FINE.

it's not just THIS weekend. it's every friggin' weekend. since u stopped needing to whine to me about things; when you've stopped needing that back support. the only thing i know about your life now is that u have 1 new bestfriend. awesome.

then - end of yr, summer. and u felt left out. i cld assure you, it doesn't change anything.

now -
if i say something like "what. why did you move without telling me!?". it'll sound really ABSURD right.
but

then - when i moved to clornbern because my parents were away. u made me pack and go home after the first night "why did u move without asking me?".


how do u not remember? 


when it was the other way around

too busy for me. i get it. 
too far away. yeh. ur just like them all.

why am i not like them all?


of course i'll feel bad about making a big deal about it. maybe even feel stupid. but man. why can't u just be nice to me all the time? save me the hassle.

then - same thing? no big. i know you love me. what's the problem (: i'll get over it. why bother? 

now - every little thing gets me 

yeah, me neither
11:09 PM

wild hearts

G.
To me, she will always be twenty-one
and I will always be twenty-three.

don't try to get in my head
you won't like the mess

you jump, i jump, jack

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