♪ but what if the past isn't in the past

me: i only cry more easily when when i'm stressed or frustrated.
marco: ok.. so  if we started thrashing the room. would you get stressed out enough to cry?
me: what. no... i don't rage about these things
derek: u never rage!
stvn: *not so sure...*
me: i rage about little things

HAHAHHAA.

'cause back in tekapo. i was sleeping on the couch (or pretending to). HAHAHA. and a few of them were playing games. and at one point... they were SCREAMING hard out. and chanel went over to where i was and was SCREAMING as if an attacker/giantinsect/alien had just crawled into our house.
scared the shit out of me. and i jumped off the couch and was huddled with a cushion screaming too.

LOL. apprntly marco saw the whole thing and kept laughing at me about it for days after. but apprntly, at one point, he was afraid i was actually CRYING. lololol before he realised i was laughing... -______-"  "AWWH GUYS,!! wth man!!! scared the shit out of me...."
marco: and i was afraid that you'd rage at us.

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talking to ppl whom ure not close to about smthg personal - win. the conversation is never too heavy. and u just needed t talk to someone anyway. 

yeah, me neither
3:19 PM

G.
To me, she will always be twenty-one
and I will always be twenty-three.

don't try to get in my head
you won't like the mess

you jump, i jump, jack



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