Tuesday, July 17, 2012
♪ gonna live life til we're DEAD
people who made me ultra-happy tonight (:
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really. you won't believe the difference it makes.
I have re-committed. not to God. but to CHURCH. important.
re-confirmation that the seeds i sow are important. rlly opens up to the miraculous.
last few days... i can truly say i am on the road to contentment/happy. (as i should be)
believe it or not.. ever since my great fall through in 2010, i've been going through life without proper vision. & i am one who has proved to live (good) by the prophetic... (aahaha, makes sense?)
believe it or not. i haven't been living to my full potential.
this semester. fresh start. again. until the rest of life. work on it.
let's look at it this way,
that this lifetime; is for me to look for my bridesmaids. hahaar.
& for the boys to manual labour at our parties
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/edit.
give me scars. give me pain.
THIS ONE'S A FIGHTER
wah lau. rachelle (sher's sis) just came over from visiting chch.
i suddenly miss ken wong an-ultra-lot.
she said everyone's rlly happy for me that i seem happy now (ken, rangga..etc). HAHAHA.
heard ken told her a bit abt how i got bullied by chrislynn...etc. getting bad-mouthed in law school. HAHAHAHAAAA!! i mean, im not ecstatic that he in turn, is spreading gossip.... but still.
...etc. with cherylchan and everything. hahaha
ken: girly, you know i am always irrationally on your side (:
thank u.
& yes. christchurch 2011 for me had been exceptionally bad. coupled with a million other things.
to people i thought i cld never completely forgive.
the same people who i am completely disgusted with and give me bad reflux reactions every time i hear their name... or better yet.... any form of complaints about them.
oh God....
to people who have been a complete let down, disappointment a big hurt stabbed in the front.
people i totally do not admire
F YOU.
F YOU ALL.
hahahahaa. when i though i cld never be physically possible to forgive all this hurt...
FORGIVE YOU.
whatever. it hurts. but forgive you. i'll try my best
T.T cry. God help me.
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need to accompany roy to doctor. can't go shopping w rachelle and eunice D;
itsh okay. love roy.
pray for roy ppl. he's rlly rlly sick. flu or smthg. but been so sick for so long. been to doc twice. hospital once. almost got admitted :(
i miss you all. love you.
and to all friends yettt. infinity and beyond.
yeah, me neither
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